thanks pscarb .av been pulled up for standing relaxed and also for being a fidget and not smilleing
and i know i need to get my act togther .i find hard work in gym comes easy for me i am very active just love it .but bikini on in front of loads of people i cringe .i try but in my head am saying oh god what am i doing ??is my bum big in this ?get me out of here .and i am going to do what i can to get past that !!thanks again eileenxx