LeeB

well i havent been on here in a few days.

had a really bad time of things. looked great on friday night after training legs.

sat morning, stomach bug... oh joy... my young lad had been ill during the week.. i thought i had escaped.. obviously not!

half way through morning i got a call from steve the lad who i am getting ready for the first timers... he had same stomach bug... so weekend was wasted...

this week i am off work and after the weekend my motivation was rock bottom.. then i found out on monday my gran had gone into hospital with a severely swollen liver (shes been having probs the last few weeks)... so theres been alot of running around and not being able to eat properly.. im the type of person that family always comes first so the diet is pretty much out the window (as has been the gear for about 4 days or so now). im keeping the cardio up and am not eating ridiculously.. just eating every 3 hours or when i feel i need to..

just found out today its cancer so will see what pans out in the next few days etc..

the plan now is to do the leeds show the week after the leicester show... this week will be a complete write off and in all honesty i dont have any intentions of being 100% back on the diet until i go back to work on monday.

so its been an eventful week... and its getting harder and harder all the time to envision myself on stage.... BUT i know that getting there is a test of my characetr and will make me and my family very proud... so i WILL be there! and i WILL be my best!

hopefully ill get on here more regular!