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well guys it did not end the way i wanted.....

It was probably the toughest class 4 class there has been at the Britain for a good 7-10yrs there was 15 in my class....

the last few days and this morning i got tighter and tighter fuller and fuller this morning i woke up totally shredded never been in better shape, through the day i got fuller and fuller this was confirmed several times before pre-judging by Dougie Black/James L and Paul Booth and Ian Chambers all with a great eye for bodybuilding.....

So feeling good i went backstage to do my final prep, Ian put the sheen on my tan and i pumped up i looked in the mirror and i was ready......then when i went onstage the lights where very strong and washed out my condition .....and that was that.....James and Paul both confirmed this was the case when i saw them afterwards....at the evening show i changed my tan to dream tan went out onstage and bang the condition was there but unfortunately the judging is all done in the day and my timing was off now don't get me wrong even if i would of got the tan bang on i am not saying i would of placed because the standard was that high but at least i would of given it my best shot.....so there you have it i failed at the final hurdle i was very p1ssed off and upset after the prejudging yes because i knew i had failed but more so because what my wife and kids have gone through over the last 16 weeks especially the last 3 weeks my wife has been a rock taking everything on her shoulders to give me the time to prep....

thanks to Ian/James/Paul and Dougie black for their support today i really appreciate it guys......

i am going to take a few days away from the boards so will be back sometime next week.....