you sound like a humble type of dude neil and thats rare nowadays....i dont know you from adam but by the sound of it if you,ve got far enough to compete at a decent level,which says to me you have the mentality for it as i doubt anyone gets a free ride to that level...if you got that far then throw caution to the wind and let the chips fall where they may.....chuck the backstage bit to the side and get on the front of it...hopefully things will go your way...if not...you had a go and got further than most.
well thats my good deed for the day.
