well its not been a good week training wise... had a very busy week and had to swap my sessions around and actually had to miss 2 of them (legs & chest and back)!
motivation is not good at moment due to lots of outside influences including:
- buying a new house
- my sons birthday next week
- my kids' football training
- having to reorganise finances after getting married and changing louises name, at the same time as applying for mortgage etc! (totally stressful belive me)
- my stepson dans dad being a kn*b
- louise coming home from work with bagfulls of multipack kit kats and crisps for 25p each....
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- my gran not being very well at all and being in and out of hospital (she lives about 2 hours drive away so its hard to keep up to date and make sure all is ok)
on top of that i think i have a bit of a bug... cos throughout the day im sticking to a rough clean diet same as i have the last few weeks.. but this last few days im literally starving half an hour after each meal! also cos of the heat and being busy ive not been getting good sleep... :x
so..... its about time i got my ass into gear and got my head into training proper and cranking my dedication up a notch!!!
its leg night tonight so seen as i missed last week im sure my training partners ed and paul will want to work me extra hard tonight.... hopefully ill be up to it.... did i mention i also have a sore knee???? lol ...ill follow my leg session up with a good sleep tonight!
